Good night, sweet prince: And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest...
-William Shakespeare


It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.
-Rose Kennedy

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Nine- Eleven

I've said those numbers so many times in my life. You see, my birthday is nine- eleven, nineteen-seventy-four. They roll off my tongue. Yes, today supposedly, I am another year older. Although if you ask me in person, especially today I will tell you that I am twenty-seven. Every year on this day I tell people I am twenty-seven. In 2001 I decided I no longer had to celebrate a birthday. I mean really, who wants a birthday with such a crappy conotation behind it? Not me! Then again, who the hell can forget my birthday? They may not no how old I really am, but they know when to wish me happy birthday! So, happy birthday to me!

I've had a lot of ups and downs since I last posted. We're on the ttc train again. I think I'm excited. Honestly, I don't know where my feelings are these days.

I am sorry, I haven't checked in on any of you, I hope you are all doing well. I just found it easier to stay away, it made it easier for me to function IRL.

Truly, nothing new here...nine months, William's nine month anniversary is two days away. I have mixed emotions about this also. It'll be alright though. I mean, really, I've survived this long and no one thought I would, including myself!

You all take care and thanks to all of you for checking in on me for the last month plus! I truly appreciate it!

12 comments:

Aunt Becky said...

Happy 27th birthday, and I want you to know that I miss you.

janis said...

((hugs)) Amy! You still deserve a happy birthday, no matter what... we all know on any given day, there are joyful things that happen, and downright sucky things that happen. And 27 years ago, I mean, er, 34 years ago, something GREAT happened on nine-eleven, and that was YOUR birth.
Wishing you the best on ttc, and holding you and William in my thoughts the next days. xo

Amy said...

Thank you, Aunt B and Janis, it means a lot to me to know you are still here for me!

Don't I wish that I were truly 27 again?! The things I might possibly change in my life...um, well, I guess I wouldn't change anything!

You two ROCK! Thanks again!

stat763 said...

I'm here too - thinking about you and wishing you a happy b-day.

Kristi said...

Happy Birthday!! Today is my Goddaughter's birthday as well, so even though there is sadness today, it's mixed with happiness as well!

Glad to hear, that even with mixed emotions, you're back on the TTC train. I will be praying for you...

Amy said...

Stat and Kristi,
Thank you both very much. I am pleased to share my birthday with your Goddaughter, Kristi! Thank you both again, it does mean a lot to me!

Just Me. said...

Happy Birthday sweetie. I know it's hard.

I've missed you but understand your need to be away.

Still praying for you and hoping you'll come back to call me, P, once again.

(((((hugs))))
P.

Stacemoe said...

THanks for posting and Happy Happy Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!!!!

mrsmuelly said...

Happy Birthday to you!

9 months is a long time to make it...and you have. It's something to definitely be amazed by.

Amy said...

Oh, P., I do miss you! I miss you a lot. It's just so hard to be here in my computer! I'm sorry, I will return one day I'm sure!
Stacemoe and mrsmuelly, Thank you for checking in. I hope that this finds the three of you, P., Stacemoe and mrsmuelly well. Thanks again for the birthday wishes, it means a lot!

STE said...

Glad that you are hanging in there. Hope you were able to celebrate your day in some way. Thinking of you.

CLC said...

Happy belated birthday Amy! Good luck with TTC. And William is always in my thoughts!