Good night, sweet prince: And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest...
-William Shakespeare

It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.
-Rose Kennedy

Saturday, December 11, 2010

3 long years

My Dearest William,

It's been 3 long years without you. I miss you more than words can say and yet, I feel you with me everyday.
I know you are watching out for the little one growing inside of me now and I know you will help this child make it here safely. It's not going to ease my pain. You will always be my first born!
In 2 days it's your Birthday, the family is gathering as we always do, we will have cupcakes this year because what's a celebration of you without cake? Of course, it's what your Daddy wants too!
I have a feeling this Birthday of yours is going to be a different feeling for me this year. I'll be sure to tell you all about it when I talk to you on your day!
More than the Sun, the Moon, and the Stars, Mommy and Daddy love you and miss you!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

19 weeks 4 days

Still freaking out...probably will be until the day this baby makes it here...positive thoughts bring positive things...happy thoughts only.
Thank you all for the well wishes still being very guarded and very, very scared! I am now the crazy doppler mom...2-3 times a day! urgh!

Sunday, August 22, 2010


5 days...scared to death and trying not to show it!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

For me to remember:

171 Monday
350 Wednesday
561 Friday
3545 Tuesday 5/25/2010