Return to Zero the Movie

It's been five years since we lost William. This, this is our year to BREAK THE SILENCE...Please help! There is a wonderful movie that is in need of funds to get through the final production stage. We've put in our money so William's name can be in the credits in loving memory. However, $5.00 will go a long way if this reaches as many people as I remember! Please join me in supporting this film it will show others that we NEVER forget and our relationships may be strained but they last! Please go to the kick starter campaign here: Return to Zero Kick Starter I promise to start blogging more this year. Our beautiful daughter Danielle just turned two...maybe she'll let me sit for a spell and type! :)

For my love, William

Mommy is sorry, I have been distant these days. I have to focus on your sister, help her grow and thrive here on Earth. I know you are helping too and I apologize for not writing or talking to you much these days. Please know you are never far from my thoughts or your those of your Daddy. With Danielle here we think of you more. We now know what we missed by you not making it here. I love you and promise to keep in touch more! More than the Sun, the Moon, and the Stars, Mommy

Mother's Day 2011
Mommy and Baby Danielle! Born in January...happy, healthy and yes, we are blessed!

Welcome home...

Wanted to let those of you know who check in here, we have a beautiful daughter!
Danielle was born 1/13/2011...SCREAMING! Yes, screaming! Best sound in the world! We are adjusting to parenthood here on earth and still missing William everyday! We are petrified and happy all at the same time. Sorry it took so long to let you know...I hope everyone is well! :)

3 long years

My Dearest William,

It's been 3 long years without you. I miss you more than words can say and yet, I feel you with me everyday.
I know you are watching out for the little one growing inside of me now and I know you will help this child make it here safely. It's not going to ease my pain. You will always be my first born!
In 2 days it's your Birthday, the family is gathering as we always do, we will have cupcakes this year because what's a celebration of you without cake? Of course, it's what your Daddy wants too!
I have a feeling this Birthday of yours is going to be a different feeling for me this year. I'll be sure to tell you all about it when I talk to you on your day!
More than the Sun, the Moon, and the Stars, Mommy and Daddy love you and miss you!

19 weeks 4 days

Still freaking out...probably will be until the day this baby makes it here...positive thoughts bring positive things...happy thoughts only.
Thank you all for the well wishes still being very guarded and very, very scared! I am now the crazy doppler mom...2-3 times a day! urgh!

17weeks...

5 days...scared to death and trying not to show it!