And then, there were 4.

Memorial Day 2013 - We were in the car on our way to the cemeteries with Danielle. She being the curious child she is talks of how many members are in our family. "three, there are three members in our family." I say. Shan pipes up, "Four, there are four" Not really sure if he's adding in HIS brother or what I look at him. His eyes say it all and then his voice, "I'm just trying to make this conversation correct, there are FOUR members in our family. One is in HEAVEN" "Yes, you are correct, how funny I got caught off guard by you! I won't let that happen again!" I say. See even when I think he isn't paying attention or has blocked the worst day of our lives out forever he reminds me, he too thinks of William daily! At the cemeteries I look around, sad sometimes that we didn't have a funeral for William and yet grateful his cremains are at home.

Return to Zero the Movie

It's been five years since we lost William. This, this is our year to BREAK THE SILENCE...Please help! There is a wonderful movie that is in need of funds to get through the final production stage. We've put in our money so William's name can be in the credits in loving memory. However, $5.00 will go a long way if this reaches as many people as I remember! Please join me in supporting this film it will show others that we NEVER forget and our relationships may be strained but they last! Please go to the kick starter campaign here: Return to Zero Kick Starter I promise to start blogging more this year. Our beautiful daughter Danielle just turned two...maybe she'll let me sit for a spell and type! :)